guess like there goes the end of me.. like shuwen said:"Wah!! kana rejected by gal again ah? haha.." sigh.. wat to do? i am jus tat unlucky in love thingy.. horoscope said all those stuff cannot be trusted... i really dono wat to do.. like a lost chick tat jus come out of the egg when the mother hen is nt around.. sigh... my heart really cannot be fixed le.. being hurt again and again.. jus like the the pic above.. cannot be healed.. sigh.. i fucking hate myself nw.. cause this time round i am the cause of this stupid ending.. i am jus pissed with myself.. when can i stop doing a fucking mistake? why do i always get rejected? this time round is a nice gal but i jus lost this chance.. DAMN IT!!!! ARGH!!! feeling very low nw.. don wanna do anything now.. jus wan to stay into darkness... like those quiet werewolves.. not like jacob team.. jus one individual werewolf which is hate by many....
these two days were facing some ups and dwns man.. saw her tweet and did not noe who she was referring to.. so i jus asked.. but i dono whether i was being ignored or she did not notice.. sigh.. maybe coming to china was a bad choice... sigh..
ytd nite i saw a shooting star in the sky while we were playing bball in the nite.. everyone prayed and wished except for maurice cause he nt saw the shooting star.. he was so sian.. haha.. May my wish really come true man..
today went to silk road"siu shui jie" to shopping.. went to have buffet for lunch.. then went shopping till half hour later i start to feel uncomfortable and start puking from 1 plus to 4 plus.. its the most terrible time i had...
I feel like i am weak.. a weak guy.. train so much and yet i am sick alr in two weeks.. sigh.. suddenly i have the "burden" feeling now like when i was injured during trainin.. sigh.. jus wan to be in a world there is no one to be with, peaceful and quiet and live my life as a hermit..
Today was one unlucky day.. had a gout relapse which my toe become swollen and pain.. so no choice have to stay in the room.. so more jus nw had stomach flu.. sian.. sigh..
yoyoyo!! wassup wassup!! its me yr blogger DJ leo.. haha..:P kinda bit hyped up.. haha...
first week in china has jus past.. starting we are at changi airport saying bye to my family.. and now i am in china.. yup.. starting of the week was quite hype always stay up late.. slowing i am having flu, ulcers and cough.. sian siol...-.-.. always feeling sick and tired..
went to few places tis week: forbidden city, Wang fu jing and Xi dan.. tell u.. is SOLID!!!
Forrbidden city is the first time i been there.. its majestic and big man.. when i saw the palace i was imagining how the past the emperor survice in such cold weather...
Wang fu jing is like "Orchard Road" one of the building is like Paragon all the branded stuff like Armani, Zara, Gucci and etc.. heard tat the price is like singapore so no diff.. haha.. went to ate fried scorpion, fried starfish, cocoon of a moth and smelly toufu.. is so nice man i tell u.. haha.. the scorpion is like ikan bilis.. so guys.. if come china must eat this few man..
lastly Xi dan, is like bugis street... is the best place to bargain so far.. haha.. bought a bag.. from 280 bargain til 100 and a watch from 65 to 20.. is good man.. haha.. gt myself a ali baba bag.. is nice though..
Worst things in China.. the traffic is like bo zheng hu(no government) any how drive wan.. my camera spoilt and the air is like so bad man.. machiam like smoking like tat or worst man.. haha
wan to die sia...
ohya ohya!!! the dist from all the place to sch is long man.. about 1hr trip for cab and 1and a half-2 hrs of bus.. sian sia.. one trip est 70 plus.. somemore not everyone noe where is the sch--||| my sch is in the 5th ring and the place tat we shop is 4th ring.. haha..
will upload the pics soon.. nt nw.. yup..
Few places tat i find it funny: WAHAHA hotel, PRADA fake wan is call PANDA, STAR BUCKS in chinese is called xing ba ke... will update more soon..
AFY: don say i never blog lo.. haha:P too busy liao..
The one i love most...
really hope things go smoothly for the next 5 weeks man...
Love u baby..
after 6 and half hours we have reach china..in the middle of the nite.. haha.. the moment we gt here.. is cold de lo.. when we talk there is smoke.. solid.. ahaha.. will take some photos and upload..
yup.. jus to msg her in tweet.. and saw her email... feel so happy!!! WOOHOO!!! SOLID BODO!!! haha..yup.. and also here kana block ip.. so find ways to by pass so tat i can blog.. and i done it!!! wohoo!!!.. haha
tml have to wake up very early sian.. but bo bian.. is fyp ma.. but tml will go out and see see look look..
Baby.. this is the first week w/o me.. jus tahan for another 5 weeks and i will be back.. don over work yrself yeah? must have enough rest and don drink so much red bull ah.. haha yup:)
need to slp soon cause tml need to wake up early.. sian-_-||| but at least i am able to blog and chat with her.. hee.
