seems like my last hope for love is gone.. guess this name lonerage will last with me for very long.. i realli dono why.. i try to be there to help her so much and slowly have feelings for her, but yt i cant win her heart.. slowly i guess i no longer be in her heart when she needs help.. is this fate or because the wrong thin i done to her in the past tat cause her to have a trauma? sigh.. i realli dono.. among all the rejections so far this is the most hurting one even though i haven ask her.. cause she is alr attached.. sigh.. i repect her decision then.. i wish her with my blessing.. may she be happy with this guy and never gt hurt again.. as for me, jus be the emo kid tat i used to be then.. lonely and hiding things to myself. i feel no love, no joy, no happy in me animore.. i am hollow.... tot off telling her my feelings when i meet her soon but... things will go back to normal.. i will lead my lonely life while she lead her loving couple life... tats my life... onli be there when i am needed.. sigh..
Emo rulez..