these two days were facing some ups and dwns man.. saw her tweet and did not noe who she was referring to.. so i jus asked.. but i dono whether i was being ignored or she did not notice.. sigh.. maybe coming to china was a bad choice... sigh..
ytd nite i saw a shooting star in the sky while we were playing bball in the nite.. everyone prayed and wished except for maurice cause he nt saw the shooting star.. he was so sian.. haha.. May my wish really come true man..
today went to silk road"siu shui jie" to shopping.. went to have buffet for lunch.. then went shopping till half hour later i start to feel uncomfortable and start puking from 1 plus to 4 plus.. its the most terrible time i had...
I feel like i am weak.. a weak guy.. train so much and yet i am sick alr in two weeks.. sigh.. suddenly i have the "burden" feeling now like when i was injured during trainin.. sigh.. jus wan to be in a world there is no one to be with, peaceful and quiet and live my life as a hermit..